fear
i am so scared. i am sitting here casually coding this blog while waiting for my fave tacos to be dashed at my door, watching A Cure for Wellness & i should literally be shitting my pants rn. what if it is? it would be great if it isn't...but what if it is...imma feel the fear & do it anyway (lol), but damn. I was just getting comfortable in this body. just starting to feel safe inside my body. & now things...may be changing...wow...wow...